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    Sunday, October 29th, 2006
    Sunday
    October 29th, 2006
    5:23pm
    so yeah.. im pretty pissed right now
    jason is hangin out with a girl he did stuff with in the very short past
    but he would probably get mad if i did that with a guy i did stuf with over the summer
    i dont understand why hes like this
    he is SO hipacritical.
    its ridiculous!

    UGHH i really hate men.
    but i love him at the same time.
    i just cant believe he'd hangout with that fucken slut.
    i dont understand....
    =[

    idk.. well HALLOWEEN is coming up!
    <33

    & im goin to the college tonite with ashley and my sister
    and then we have no idea..
    hm.. i love life.




    <3333
    PEACE&LOVEEE

    Current Mood: confused
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    Monday, October 16th, 2006
    Monday
    October 16th, 2006
    8:34pm
    i decided to finally update this
    because i havnt in like EVER!
    well school is alright this year except
    im failing 2 classes
    power&energy
    and english
    WHICH i fail english every year
    it sucks ass
    me and jason are doing wonderful
    i love him with all my heart
    <333

    people still continue to run their mouths about mee
    which BY THE WAY if they see this
    IT DOESNT PHASE ME ANYMORE SO GIVE UP!!
    they try and get jason to believe things that arent true
    but guess what?
    he doesnt believe them

    im happy me and him are doing good
    he means the world to me
    without him i dont know where the fuck i would be
    he keeps me sane, with out him i deff. would go INSANE!

    speakin of jason
    i miss him right now
    =[

    and i would love to update more.
    but im a hungry girl whos guna make pizza

    PEACE&&LOVE
    <3

    Current Mood: ecstatic
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    Friday, August 4th, 2006
    Friday
    August 4th, 2006
    7:44pm
    so jason jon houle jr. is the most amazing guy in the world
    he makes me smilee =]
    idk what i would do with out him
    hes been so helpful with all this shitt thats been going on
    and he still likes me, even though i did some messed up shit
    i cant believe how much of a wonderful guy he is.
    i dont love him yet.
    but im getting there fast.
    *sigh*

    i hope i can go camping with him tomorrow
    i love spending the night with him.
    i love going to sleep with him and waking up with him.
    its the most amazing feeling in the world
    and i know he wouldnt do anything to hurt me.

    i know alot of people dont like how we're together.
    but im sorry, i cant help who i have special feelings for.
    he makes everything alright.
    without him, id go insane..
    hes the only guy that keeps me sane.

    <333

    Current Mood: quixotic
    Current Music: savage garden
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    Wednesday, July 19th, 2006
    Wednesday
    July 19th, 2006
    4:24pm
    What's your favorite....
    Beverage (non-alc) ?vault
    Beverage (alc) ?tequila
    Color ?green&pink
    Food ?many favorites
    Item of clothing ?sandals
    Meal of the day ?idk
    Feature on yourself ?nothing
    Quality in a guy/girl ?personality
    Phrase ?everything happens for a reason
    Song ?shoulder lean&&bossy
    Musical Artist/Band ?lots
    Sport ?eh, none really
    Movie ?madagascar & ice age
    TV Show ?i have alot
    Radio Station ?100.1
    Type of Chocolate ?idk
    Eye Color ?any
    Do you/Have you ever....
    Have any pets ?yes
    Smoke ?yes
    Drink ?yes
    Have any piercings ?nope, i will
    Have any tatoos ?nope, i will
    Cheat on a boyfriend/girlfriendsadely yes, once. and ill NEVER do it again
    Had sex ?yes
    Gone streaking ?yes
    Gone skinny dipping ?yes
    Been to Europe ?no
    Been to an island ?no
    Had stitches ?no
    Broken any bones ?no
    Been stabbed/shot ?no
    Slept until after 12:00 ?yes
    Stayed up all night ?yes
    Danced like a whore ?yes
    Hooked up with 2 people in one weekend ?yes
    Turned down a dare ?no
    Which friend....
    Is the funniest ?ashley b
    Is the prettiest ?alexa
    Is the most handsom ?jason
    Is the loudest ?ashley b
    Is the craziest ?ashley b
    Is the most shy ?ashley z
    Is the most loving ?jason
    Is the most understanding ?jessi
    Is the most boring ?dont have any boring friends
    Is the richest ?idk
    Is the most athletic ?jessi
    Is the most cocky ?jason
    Is the biggest sex icon ?eh, me =]
    Is the most wordly/cultured ?i dont fucken know
    Do you look up to the most ?alexa
    Do you tell everything to ?alexa
    Has the best clothes ?ashley b
    Has the best house ?jessi
    Would you ever....
    Eat pizza with chocolate chips ?maybe.. idk
    Kiss someone of the same sex ?yes
    Cheat on someone you love ?no
    Run away from home ?idk
    Lie to your parents ?yes
    Lie to your boyfriend/girlfriend ?no
    Lie to your best friend ?no
    Give a homeless person money ?yes
    Run from the police ?yes
    Bungee jump ?yes
    Sky dive ?yes
    Cross dress ?no
    Be an exotic dancer ?yes
    Walk out of a restaurant without paying ?yes
    Scuba dive ?yes
    Go rock climbing ?yes
    Go spulunking (caving) ?yes
    What do you think of when you hear....
    Eminem ?m&ms
    Bologna ?the comercial
    Hott ?the sun
    Orange ?oranges
    Real world ?tv series
    Fuck ?me
    Jack ?my cousins cat
    Cucumber ?hard and long
    Hip-Hop ?dancing
    Uniform ?private schools
    UniCORN ! ?fantasy
    Rainbow ?leprichauns
    Clown ?IT

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    Saturday, June 17th, 2006
    Saturday
    June 17th, 2006
    3:20pm
    so i fuck up everything i have thats good..
    so pretty much .. me and jason arent going out right now..
    because im a fucken retard.. and i HAD to get drunk...
    and then who the fucks house did i go over?
    ohhhh.. someone wanna guess?
    JAY FUCKING PEASE..
    out of all people..

    UGHHHH! then i called jason.. cause i have a guilty consious
    so i called him and told him where i was..
    big fight..
    blah blah blah..

    went to his house the next day..
    he was kinda saying some REALLY fucked up things
    and it was pissing me off
    so we ' broke up ' even though i didnt even tell him i wanted to break up
    i was just talking about it to ashley b.

    then nick ran and told him what i was saying
    so he ' took it as i broke up with him '
    so then he left and went swimming ..
    me and ashley had to walk on the high way..
    which , yes is illegal.

    then the cops got after us.. once again
    got our names and shit
    when we got to ashleys house she was pissed
    that jason left..
    so she called and yelled at him
    and said do you still like krystal
    and he said nooo im over her and all that shit
    jp was running his mouth about me once again..
    which i could care less about.. all that comes out of his mouth is shit.
    =]

    anyways..
    ashley told jason he was guna regret saying all this shit about me..
    and what do you know...
    he called the next day and asks..
    'is krystal mad at me'
    and ashley said she didnt know..
    and he said he regrets what he said..

    oh man.
    what a start of summer....

    Current Mood: crushed
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    Monday, June 12th, 2006
    Monday
    June 12th, 2006
    10:51am
    so alot has been going down lately..
    i went to jasons house on friday..
    i watched him play some basketball.
    he got his four wheeler taken away...
    he just got it back like yesterday.
    BUT hes grounded for a little bit. =[
    he i havnt seen him since friday..
    i miss him.

    over the weekend i went to ashley bonnacolto's house
    we all went to a certain someones house i cant name
    and we drank a little bit...
    me and hannah shouldnt have chugged those beers as quickly as we did..
    ahah.

    we had to walk back to her house
    and pretty much sneek in .
    her mom didnt even know all of us were there..
    all four of us actually fit on ashleys bed
    she had to wake up early . and go to a job interview.
    i didnt notice there was more room on the bed so i was thinking i was still smooshed.
    =[
    dumb mee

    i didnt even have to go to school today
    the only reason why i had to go was because i skipped school
    and mr. cleary told me i had a sat. morning det. but then he changed his mind and told me i had to just go in on a free period and just have an in school detention... GAY
    i could have slept in but noooo
    stupid me walked out of school with jason..

    i slept over alexa's.
    we went to BK then watched the boys play basketball.. lameee
    we went to her house and had a deep convo about some things you all dont need to know =]
    fell asleep...
    and i woke her up at 6:50 cause i needed food..
    so we walked to the store..


    today im going to the campton school for class day
    with alexa, alicia, and ashley b.
    then i have to go back for the graduation..

    then im coming home and calling jason..
    i miss him =[

    Current Mood: quixotic
    Current Music: elevator music on my TV
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    Saturday, May 27th, 2006
    Saturday
    May 27th, 2006
    8:11pm
    alright well the last couple of days have been okay..
    except i got a fucking administrative detention..
    for skipping chem.. even though i shouldnt even have to be in there.
    im getting a fucking 12%
    theres no way in hell i can bring that up within a week.
    so wtf is the point of me being in there????
    NONE

    thursday.. ashley slept over.
    the only bad part was.. she talked to jason till about 2:30 in the morning
    and i got NO sleep.
    friday.. i went downtown.. with some ppl.
    jay came to get me, ashley z., and ashley b.
    we slept over his house
    drank a little bit.
    we also beat the shit outta jay.
    me and ashley b took him on..
    he almost cried cause we hit him so hard.. LMAO!!

    today.. us three girls went to ashley b's house
    we all took showers and got ready.
    and we went and met jason at his saturday det.
    we walked to McDonalds.... yeah we're fatties.
    me and ashley b like to start riots
    we also like to get the guys to honk at us in their vehicles..
    =]

    we all sat down on the railroad tracks and got our asses covered by RUST!
    NOT COOL... but funny. aha

    then we went back.. to toms'.
    jason got me a bracelet.. =]
    which was super nice..

    i was supposed to hangout with him tonight
    but my mom wants me to stay in..
    so im guna watch a movie or two with her.
    im probably guna hangout with him tomorrow though.
    and of course ashley b.!!

    good three day weekend so far.. =]

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    Friday, May 5th, 2006
    Friday
    May 5th, 2006
    3:36pm
    alright so i havnt updated in what feels like years.
    i havnt really been doing much though
    the past week we have just had testing.. WHICH REALLY SUCKS!
    english and math my two worst classes.. yayyy LAME
    i failed.. horribley. i cant already tell.

    my grades seem like they are doing okay.
    so hopefully my mom feels the need to buy me that cellphone that she was going to buy before my grades started sucking.
    nothing is going on around here.
    everyone is just like blah.
    so theres no parties..
    no anythinggg.

    well there is .. but im sorry this is why i wish i had my liscense.
    i could drive places.
    well.. maries birthday was yesterday
    i wished her a happy birthday.. even though we arent really talking right now.
    just because .. everyone else wished me one.
    and it kinda sucks when it feels like people forget your birthday.
    so yeah.

    im supposed to hangout with jimmy today
    idk if thats guna happen..
    cause i still need to get ready.
    then we might go partying.

    =]
    alright and seriously..
    i fucking hate!!! not having re chargable batteries.
    because mine are dead..
    and if im guna be with jackie today.
    GOD even knows we are taking a shit load of pictures!!

    so im guna have to run to the store or something!
    i think that if me and jackie dont go with sadie tony matty and jimmy..
    then we are probably going to hangout with mike somewheree.
    or kevin or somethingg.

    OR RUSS! godd.
    so many hicks to name..
    lol.. whateverr. they are cool shit.
    i have to call chucky soon! i miss that kid
    hes soo cute! =]
    i wish he was like 18 cause i would date him..
    but hes 21.. =[
    *sigh*

    whateverrr.
    life is pretty gay!
    but im guna leave it at this! cause i have to get readyy


    PLANS FOR WEEKEND... RIGHT HEREEEE

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    Current Music: Counting Crows, big yellow taxi
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    Thursday, April 27th, 2006
    Thursday
    April 27th, 2006
    10:23am
    What's your favorite....
    Beverage (non-alc) ?coke
    Beverage (alc) ?ANYTHINGG
    Color ?green
    Food ?anything
    Item of clothing ?underwear
    Meal of the day ?idk
    Feature on yourself ?nothingg
    Quality in a guy/girl ?personality
    Phrase ?"live life with no regrets"
    Song ?casey jones
    Musical Artist/Band ?i have many
    Sport ?idk
    Movie ?fear
    TV Show ?i have lots
    Radio Station ?idk
    Type of Chocolate ?idk
    Eye Color ?any
    Do you/Have you ever....
    Have any pets ?yes
    Smoke ?yes
    Drink ?yes
    Have any piercings ?did
    Have any tatoos ?no
    Cheat on a boyfriend/girlfriendyes
    Had sex ?yes
    Gone streaking ?yes
    Gone skinny dipping ?yes
    Been to Europe ?no
    Been to an island ?no
    Had stitches ?no
    Broken any bones ?no
    Been stabbed/shot ?no
    Slept until after 12:00 ?yes
    Stayed up all night ?yes
    Danced like a whore ?yes
    Hooked up with 2 people in one weekend ?yes
    Turned down a dare ?no
    Which friend....
    Is the funniest ?tony/jackie
    Is the prettiest ?jackie
    Is the most handsom ?idk
    Is the loudest ?idk
    Is the craziest ?jackie
    Is the most shy ?dont have any shy friends
    Is the most loving ?idk
    Is the most understanding ?jackie
    Is the most boring ?none
    Is the richest ?idk
    Is the most athletic ?no clue
    Is the most cocky ?idk.. lol
    Is the biggest sex icon ?hahahha. thats a secret
    Is the most wordly/cultured ?idk
    Do you look up to the most ?.. umm
    Do you tell everything to ?jackie
    Has the best clothes ?jackie
    Has the best house ?idk
    Would you ever....
    Eat pizza with chocolate chips ?idk
    Kiss someone of the same sex ?yes
    Cheat on someone you love ?no
    Run away from home ?yes
    Lie to your parents ?idk
    Lie to your boyfriend/girlfriend ?no
    Lie to your best friend ?no
    Give a homeless person money ?yes
    Run from the police ?yes
    Bungee jump ?yes
    Sky dive ?yes
    Cross dress ?idk
    Be an exotic dancer ?yes
    Walk out of a restaurant without paying ?yes
    Scuba dive ?yes
    Go rock climbing ?yes
    Go spulunking (caving) ?yes
    What do you think of when you hear....
    Eminem ?hot white boy
    Bologna ?oscar
    Hott ?<3
    Orange ?orange
    Real world ?parties
    Fuck ?me
    Jack ?daniels
    Cucumber ?hahahah
    Hip-Hop ?clubs
    Uniform ?sex tape
    UniCORN ! ?fairies
    Rainbow ?leprichauns
    Clown ?IT

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    Thursday
    April 27th, 2006
    10:20am
    First Name: krystal
    Middle Name: rose
    Birthday: april 24 1990
    Eyes: brown
    Hair: brown
    Fav color: green
    Day/Night: night
    Fave Food: anythingg. lol
    FRIENDS AND LIFE
    Do you ever wish you had another name? i like the name ashlee
    Do you like anyone? yes
    Which one of your friends acts the most like you?jackie
    Who's the loudest?jackie
    Who have you known the longest of your friends?jackie.. haha
    Who's the shyest: none of my friends are shy
    Are you close to any family members? yes
    When you cried the most: ...
    What's the best feeling in the world: love
    Worst Feeling: rejectionn
    FINISH EACH SENTENCE:
    Let's walk on the: beach
    Let's run through: the rain
    Let's look at the: sunset
    What a nice: RACK!hahah
    Where did all the: lovers go?
    Why can't you: die
    Silly, little: bitches
    Tell me: you love me
    HAVE YOU:
    Ran away from home: yes
    Pictured your crush naked: yes hahah
    Skipped school: yes
    Broken someone's heart: sadely yes
    Been in love: thought i was
    Cried when someone died: yes
    Wanted someone you knew you couldn't have: yes
    Done something embarrassing: yes
    Done a drug: yes
    Cried in school: yes
    RANDOM
    Your Good Luck Charm: dont have one
    Person You Hate Most: HAHAHA theres alot of people
    Best Thing That Has Happened: idk
    Ice Cream: chocolate
    WHO Makes you laugh the most: jackie/alicia
    Makes you smile: lots of people
    Has A Crush On You: idk
    Do You Have A Crush On Someone: yes
    HAVE YOU EVER
    Fallen for your best friend?: no
    Made out with JUST a friend?: yes
    Kissed two people in the same day?: yes
    Had sex with two different people in the same day?: i dont talk about that stuff
    Been rejected: .no
    Been in love?: no
    Been used?: probably
    Done something you regret?: no
    Cheated on someone?: sadely yes . once
    Been called a tease: yes
    WHO WAS THE LAST PERSON...
    You touched?:idk
    You talked to on the phone?: ashley
    You hugged?: my mom
    You instant messaged?: jackie
    You kissed?: jackie.. haha
    You yelled at?: michelle
    Who text messaged you?: no one
    Who broke your heart?: ..
    Who told you they loved you?: jackie

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    Thursday
    April 27th, 2006
    9:16am
    so my vaca so far:

    thursday:
    i got blazed with ethan and jackie
    hahahha
    JACKIE RIPPED A HUGE ASS HOLD IN HER PANTS
    her ass was seriously hanging out!!
    lmao

    on friday
    jessi came over after i got home from school =]
    we got ready together
    we ate a shit load of spaghetti!!
    hahah
    we continued to get ready
    we went to the dance
    danced our asses off
    couldnt get tom off of me for 2 sec.
    silly kid

    then on the way home
    i was just flipping out because i wanted to get drunk
    my dad told me to shut the fuck up. cause drinking is bad
    hahahah mhmm

    on saturday
    me and jessi went downtown
    we ate at subwayyy
    we left to see chels and jen at work
    but only chels was theree

    we went to the movies and saw
    scary movie 4..
    which actually wasnt that funny
    their were funny parts but not many
    when funny parts came up though
    they were HILARIOUS

    after we got home we saw justin and joey
    they were walking down the road
    we stopped to talk to them for a few.

    she left. =[
    i went out with jackie, mike, and kevin
    we went back to mikes house and watched 'waiting'
    a fucking hilarious movie!!

    it was my birthday on monday!
    im sixteen now!!
    i got a camera , 150$ , a new dvd player that holds 5 dvds/cds,
    and some more money
    ahaa

    ashley slept over that night
    we took a shit load of pictures
    which i would upload
    but im not in the mood

    the next morning i went to ashleys for a little bit
    we hung out there
    i drove her daddys truck
    i almost killed all the kids who wanted to ride in the back.
    hahaha suckerss

    i went back to my house
    got ready
    jackie called and said okay kevins coming to get us in like 5 min.
    get ready
    we'll be there soon BYE
    and so i got ready within 2.

    we went to mikes house
    he wasnt there so we just walked in anyways.
    and we took pictures there..
    and yeah they are x rated..
    so im not guna put them on heree.

    we went to kevins house after russ and mike showed up
    and we all played pool
    me and russ were on a team and mike and jackie were on a team
    me and russ kinda lost
    but OH WELL
    it was about 11 when we were at kevins
    i was suppposed to be home at 10 .. HAHA no such luck.
    so they finally drove us home around 1 am.
    haha
    my mom wasnt that mad
    she was just happy i came home

    shes lucky i did.

    i suck at pool.


    yesterday i just stayed home and chilled.
    but today im going shopping!!! =]
    i cant waittt

    then im probably going somewhere with my babyyy [ jackiee ]
    and then idk what.
    this vaca has been okayyy.
    but not the best


    PARTIES SOON!

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    Wednesday, April 19th, 2006
    Wednesday
    April 19th, 2006
    4:01pm
    well alots been going on lately..
    school has sucked..
    ive been coming to school fucked up like every day!
    that OR gettin fucked up IN school!

    its ridiculous,
    i cant even go to school with out being sad/mad/about ready to break down
    so i just do stupid shit to make myself feel better.
    and make myself think everythings okay .
    when in reality everything could not be worse.

    :/
    idk dude..
    i just know..
    schools sucking right now.
    im losing friends
    im not a good friend most of the time..

    and i hope things get better.
    im sick of being sad..

    i sound really emo right now..
    but if you guys new the half of it..
    you'd probably feel the same way..

    i just wish everything was like it was in 8th grade
    i hate highschool
    it ruins lives =[

    well the vacation is coming up.
    i have about 20958405 projects due on friday!
    my birthday is in 5 days!
    i was to throw a HUGEE party!!

    it probably wont happen.
    but hey i can dream right?..

    well leave some vacation plans..
    this entrys guna stay up for a while..
    cause im not guna be in the mood to change it..
    your lucky you got this much outa me.

    laterr.

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    Monday, April 10th, 2006
    Monday
    April 10th, 2006
    3:34pm
    so my weekend consisted of alcohol and weed
    me and jacie went to ****'s party.. not saying the name
    just in case.. people like to rat on people for stuff in their el jays..

    it was fucking FUNN!
    i smoked a little bitt.
    and i drank .. not that much.. but enough to make me tipsy..
    this kid **** doesnt usually share his alcohol..
    but he looked at me and asked me if i wanted some..
    lol..
    a little confusion..

    im sixteen in 14 days!!
    KAYLA AND DIANA ARE BOTH 16 TOMORROW!
    everyone wish them happy birthday..
    :D

    on friday.. i went downtown wish ashley..
    we met up with ariel ..
    we stayed at toms'
    ate ALOTTTT
    i payed for it all of course..
    spent pretty much 20$ there..
    hahaha fattiesss

    we saw tony & tj
    they stayed for like 2 min.
    tony talked to me bout something.. i dont remember what..
    but something!
    he was late for work..
    he ran out the door asking me and ashley if we needed rides anywhere
    of course we both said no!

    we saw caitlyn, amanda, brittney, and chris
    we hung out with them for a while..
    we saw amanda [abe] and christine..
    they showed me their nails..
    which are super fucking cute btw!
    amanda was freaking out because she didnt know if she liked them! lol
    funny as hell..

    we went to lucky dog with caitlyn, amanda, brittney and chris
    we stayed for a little while..
    i was high so i couldnt really take all the lights and shit.
    it was a little too much!

    :P

    i wanted to go see chelsey and jenn at rite aid [ where they work ]
    so we left and said hi to them!

    on saturday i hung out with jimmy mike and jackie..
    we just drove around for a bit until we went to ****'s party
    which i already explained.

    sunday..
    me and jackie went downtown..
    ate.. but the pizza sucked this time!
    we called jimmy .. and he was having a shitty day cause of his x..
    so he came to hangout with us..
    I CALLED MY LOVE ON JACKIES PHONEE!
    just to say hi..

    tonite im going to rite aid to get an app.
    cause i need a fucking job..
    hopefully i CAN work there..
    cause its not even that hard..
    from what i hear..
    so yeah..
    pretty pumped..

    alright plans for this weekend!!
    LATAAAA ♥

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    Saturday, April 8th, 2006
    Saturday
    April 8th, 2006
    4:01pm
    dear kayla,
    i love you
    and i dont want you sad anymore
    smile cause ososoos many people care about you
    SO many
    and nothing is ever guna change that
    you've done so much for me ..
    and you continue doing things for me..
    even when i probably dont do the same.
    i do stupid shit all the time..
    and even when you dont agree with some of the shit i do..
    your still there for me.
    and i love you for that..
    we've had our ups and downs.
    but still you've always had my back..

    with all this shit thats been going on..
    if i were you i would have given up on life..
    but your the strongest girl i know..
    and even when things arent good at all..
    you still have a smile on your face..
    your one of the most amazing people i know.
    you go through so much.
    and its not even once in a while..
    its all the time..
    and your still so nice to everyone..

    whatever happens..
    you know im always here for you..
    ALWAYS..
    dont ever forget that..
    you'll always be my best friend
    and im sooo grateful to have you..
    i could have no one better!

    i love you babezz!

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    Friday, April 7th, 2006
    Friday
    April 7th, 2006
    7:03pm
    i would just like to inform everyone my birthday is in:
    17 daysss!

    :D
    pretty exited..
    idk whats goin on between me and jay
    i like him.. hes just idk..
    theres something about him that i really just DONT like.
    but hes sosooso cute and wonderful in many other ways..
    idk if im just going through that phase where your just like idk what i want.
    or if i really do know what i want.. and what i want isnt him..
    idk..


    well plans for the weekend?

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    Wednesday, April 5th, 2006
    Wednesday
    April 5th, 2006
    6:56pm
    okay so over the weekend.. i hung out with jay once.. NOT even on the weekend..
    on friday.. mya & jason
    the whole weekend was pretty shitty so i didnt DO anything...

    on monday i hung out with jay jackie and mike..
    we didnt really do anything except sit at his house..
    brenna and spence showed up!
    ( the cutest couple ever )
    jay took us to burger king..

    ive been thinking alot lately..
    i really dont know what i want..
    ive been really confused lately..
    i dont know what i want.. and i dont know what i want to do about jay.
    i like him.. but i dont think he really likes me as much as he says he does..
    idk.. im just confused!

    i NEED a job
    i NEED some new friends
    me and jackie NEED to go tanning..
    this weeks guna be busy..

    plans this weekend?
    leave them!

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    Saturday, April 1st, 2006
    Saturday
    April 1st, 2006
    6:54pm
    <3
    well yesterday i didnt do anything..
    i just wanted to chill here.. because ive been out alot lately..

    i was supposed to hangout with jay today but hes getting drunk tonite so,
    he didnt want to have to drive me home.. and my mom wouldnt let me stay out.
    so yeah im stuck here.. jackies working till 7 so we wont be able to hangout :'[
    its okay.. ill probably be with her jay and mike tomorrow..
    like we usually are.. mikes happy for me and jay..
    i dont know how long this is going to last.. [ me & him ]
    but i hope it lasts a while.. he 'says' he likes me alot.. but idk..
    you know how guys are [ not all of them but most ] ..

    what i like about jay is that, he doesnt say 'i love you' yet.
    hes waiting till he actually means it.
    which is a good thing.. because i know when he means when he says it.
    i hate when guys say i love you right away.. >8[
    but hes a good one.. i hope.

    im hoping that in the future his and mines relationship will be like brenna & spencers..
    they're so freaking cute togetherrr!

    well im guna go..
    but ill update laterr.



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    Friday, March 31st, 2006
    Friday
    March 31st, 2006
    4:56pm
    okay well.. 3/30/06 i started going out with jay again..
    he asked me out.. and we talked about it & stuff
    & i said what i wanted was a REAL relationship.. not just some 2 week of going out thing
    and he agreed and he says.. 'says' thats what he wants to.
    so we're guna try it..
    idk how long it will last.. but i hope it lasts a while..

    we're hanging out tonite.. maybe after that..
    hanging out with batch & jackie too..
    im going to my grammies to make some money.. then me & jackie are probably guna go
    SHOPPINGGGG

    & yeah pretty much! then i gotta do my chem!

    EWWWW
    =[

    jackie has to work from 11-5 tomorrow WE THINK..
    then shes coming over for a bit then we're off shopping then we're hangin out with the fellaz.
    & then we dont know..
    so PLANSPLANSPLANS!

    & ps. im very jealous of kayla marie eryn & julie.. they're @ SPILL CANVAS RIGHT NOWWW!

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    Sunday, March 26th, 2006
    Sunday
    March 26th, 2006
    9:24am
    well last night i hung out with jay & jackie
    we hung out at jays house for a while..
    watching movies..
    his mom came in & says:
    "is that krystal i see"
    jay says:
    "yes mom"
    his mom says:
    "HI HONEY HOW ARE YOU, DID YOU DO SOMETHING WITH YOUR HAIR YOUR LOOK BEAUTIFUL HONEY"
    hahhhahh
    i love her!

    we left his house he took us to DD..
    i got a coffee coolata..
    jackie got an iced coffee..
    i looked right at jay & licked the whip cream off the top of my coffee coolata..
    he laughed at me cause i got it on my nose..
    :P
    he dropped us off at jackies house..
    he came back like an hour later.. & picked us back up
    he had a bowl..
    they smoked.. i couldnt cause i was going home & i didnt want to smell like it.
    my mom would have flipped her load.
    it was very tempting..
    but i stayed away.. dont worry guys! haha

    he wants to hangout with me today.
    jackie told me i should stick with him..
    but he says:
    "she doesnt want a bf right now"
    which i dont.. because guys cause tears.
    & im not down for that right now..
    i like the single life.

    but hes a cutie.
    im hanging with them today
    THE END.

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    Saturday, March 25th, 2006
    Saturday
    March 25th, 2006
    11:06am
    alright well last weekend..
    me & jackie got drunk the wholllle fucking thing!
    my parents found out.. i got grounded for the week
    im ungrounded now.. hahhaha
    we went to camelot on friday with charlie, matt, dann,
    chucky, pete, amanda, gena, christine, mike, fittz,
    & some other kiddz..
    we got pretty drunk..
    well a few of us did.

    alot of shit went downn.. hahah
    then on saturday we went to some kid kyles house.
    we drank.. well i did.. jackie didnt drinkbut whatever.
    it was pretty fun! we saw todd, kyle, KT & all those kiddz
    but we were with JP, mike, derek, lotty, & debra.
    so yeah pretty much..
    we got to jackies house & then passed out @ 8
    we almost went to gregs house on sunday but we heard there really wasnt a party..
    YEAH we missed out.. but we still ended up drinking @ mikes house!
    on monday we chilled with mike!
    we went to his house & just sat around..
    dana showed up for a little bit..
    we stayed there till about 7:30 ..
    then we headed for jackies house..
    when we got to jackies house my mom called..
    she was bitchinggg.. she thought i was drunk..
    she found alcohol in my room.
    i got grounded for the week..
    im off now. hahahaha .

    she called the cops on me..
    THANK GOD my cops a cousin cause he would have arrested me!

    *PHEW*!
    but yeahh.
    so this weekend..
    i was supposed to go to the mall with JP derek lotty jackie & mike last night but my parents wouldnt let me.
    they're letting me go out tonite though.
    & me & jackie want to get a ton of people together & just chill..
    pretty much.

    THE END.

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