| Sunday, October 29th, 2006 |
Sunday
October 29th, 2006 5:23pm |
so yeah.. im pretty pissed right now jason is hangin out with a girl he did stuff with in the very short past but he would probably get mad if i did that with a guy i did stuf with over the summer i dont understand why hes like this he is SO hipacritical. its ridiculous! UGHH i really hate men. but i love him at the same time. i just cant believe he'd hangout with that fucken slut. i dont understand.... =[ idk.. well HALLOWEEN is coming up! <33 & im goin to the college tonite with ashley and my sister and then we have no idea.. hm.. i love life. <3333 PEACE&LOVEEE Current Mood: confused |
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| Monday, October 16th, 2006 |
Monday
October 16th, 2006 8:34pm |
i decided to finally update this because i havnt in like EVER! well school is alright this year except im failing 2 classes power&energy and english WHICH i fail english every year it sucks ass me and jason are doing wonderful i love him with all my heart <333 people still continue to run their mouths about mee which BY THE WAY if they see this IT DOESNT PHASE ME ANYMORE SO GIVE UP!! they try and get jason to believe things that arent true but guess what? he doesnt believe them im happy me and him are doing good he means the world to me without him i dont know where the fuck i would be he keeps me sane, with out him i deff. would go INSANE! speakin of jason i miss him right now =[ and i would love to update more. but im a hungry girl whos guna make pizza PEACE&&LOVE <3 Current Mood: ecstatic |
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| Friday, August 4th, 2006 |
Friday
August 4th, 2006 7:44pm |
so jason jon houle jr. is the most amazing guy in the world he makes me smilee =] idk what i would do with out him hes been so helpful with all this shitt thats been going on and he still likes me, even though i did some messed up shit i cant believe how much of a wonderful guy he is. i dont love him yet. but im getting there fast. *sigh* i hope i can go camping with him tomorrow i love spending the night with him. i love going to sleep with him and waking up with him. its the most amazing feeling in the world and i know he wouldnt do anything to hurt me. i know alot of people dont like how we're together. but im sorry, i cant help who i have special feelings for. he makes everything alright. without him, id go insane.. hes the only guy that keeps me sane. <333 Current Mood: quixoticCurrent Music: savage garden |
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| Wednesday, July 19th, 2006 |
Wednesday
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| Saturday, June 17th, 2006 |
Saturday
June 17th, 2006 3:20pm |
so i fuck up everything i have thats good.. so pretty much .. me and jason arent going out right now.. because im a fucken retard.. and i HAD to get drunk... and then who the fucks house did i go over? ohhhh.. someone wanna guess? JAY FUCKING PEASE.. out of all people.. UGHHHH! then i called jason.. cause i have a guilty consious so i called him and told him where i was.. big fight.. blah blah blah.. went to his house the next day.. he was kinda saying some REALLY fucked up things and it was pissing me off so we ' broke up ' even though i didnt even tell him i wanted to break up i was just talking about it to ashley b. then nick ran and told him what i was saying so he ' took it as i broke up with him ' so then he left and went swimming .. me and ashley had to walk on the high way.. which , yes is illegal. then the cops got after us.. once again got our names and shit when we got to ashleys house she was pissed that jason left.. so she called and yelled at him and said do you still like krystal and he said nooo im over her and all that shit jp was running his mouth about me once again.. which i could care less about.. all that comes out of his mouth is shit. =] anyways.. ashley told jason he was guna regret saying all this shit about me.. and what do you know... he called the next day and asks.. 'is krystal mad at me' and ashley said she didnt know.. and he said he regrets what he said.. oh man. what a start of summer.... Current Mood: crushed |
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| Monday, June 12th, 2006 |
Monday
June 12th, 2006 10:51am |
so alot has been going down lately.. i went to jasons house on friday.. i watched him play some basketball. he got his four wheeler taken away... he just got it back like yesterday. BUT hes grounded for a little bit. =[ he i havnt seen him since friday.. i miss him. over the weekend i went to ashley bonnacolto's house we all went to a certain someones house i cant name and we drank a little bit... me and hannah shouldnt have chugged those beers as quickly as we did.. ahah. we had to walk back to her house and pretty much sneek in . her mom didnt even know all of us were there.. all four of us actually fit on ashleys bed she had to wake up early . and go to a job interview. i didnt notice there was more room on the bed so i was thinking i was still smooshed. =[ dumb mee i didnt even have to go to school today the only reason why i had to go was because i skipped school and mr. cleary told me i had a sat. morning det. but then he changed his mind and told me i had to just go in on a free period and just have an in school detention... GAY i could have slept in but noooo stupid me walked out of school with jason.. i slept over alexa's. we went to BK then watched the boys play basketball.. lameee we went to her house and had a deep convo about some things you all dont need to know =] fell asleep... and i woke her up at 6:50 cause i needed food.. so we walked to the store.. today im going to the campton school for class day with alexa, alicia, and ashley b. then i have to go back for the graduation.. then im coming home and calling jason.. i miss him =[ Current Mood: quixoticCurrent Music: elevator music on my TV |
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| Saturday, May 27th, 2006 |
Saturday
May 27th, 2006 8:11pm |
alright well the last couple of days have been okay.. except i got a fucking administrative detention.. for skipping chem.. even though i shouldnt even have to be in there. im getting a fucking 12% theres no way in hell i can bring that up within a week. so wtf is the point of me being in there???? NONE thursday.. ashley slept over. the only bad part was.. she talked to jason till about 2:30 in the morning and i got NO sleep. friday.. i went downtown.. with some ppl. jay came to get me, ashley z., and ashley b. we slept over his house drank a little bit. we also beat the shit outta jay. me and ashley b took him on.. he almost cried cause we hit him so hard.. LMAO!! today.. us three girls went to ashley b's house we all took showers and got ready. and we went and met jason at his saturday det. we walked to McDonalds.... yeah we're fatties. me and ashley b like to start riots we also like to get the guys to honk at us in their vehicles.. =] we all sat down on the railroad tracks and got our asses covered by RUST! NOT COOL... but funny. aha then we went back.. to toms'. jason got me a bracelet.. =] which was super nice.. i was supposed to hangout with him tonight but my mom wants me to stay in.. so im guna watch a movie or two with her. im probably guna hangout with him tomorrow though. and of course ashley b.!! good three day weekend so far.. =] Current Music: when your mad, neyo |
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| Friday, May 5th, 2006 |
Friday
May 5th, 2006 3:36pm |
alright so i havnt updated in what feels like years. i havnt really been doing much though the past week we have just had testing.. WHICH REALLY SUCKS! english and math my two worst classes.. yayyy LAME i failed.. horribley. i cant already tell. my grades seem like they are doing okay. so hopefully my mom feels the need to buy me that cellphone that she was going to buy before my grades started sucking. nothing is going on around here. everyone is just like blah. so theres no parties.. no anythinggg. well there is .. but im sorry this is why i wish i had my liscense. i could drive places. well.. maries birthday was yesterday i wished her a happy birthday.. even though we arent really talking right now. just because .. everyone else wished me one. and it kinda sucks when it feels like people forget your birthday. so yeah. im supposed to hangout with jimmy today idk if thats guna happen.. cause i still need to get ready. then we might go partying. =] alright and seriously.. i fucking hate!!! not having re chargable batteries. because mine are dead.. and if im guna be with jackie today. GOD even knows we are taking a shit load of pictures!! so im guna have to run to the store or something! i think that if me and jackie dont go with sadie tony matty and jimmy.. then we are probably going to hangout with mike somewheree. or kevin or somethingg. OR RUSS! godd. so many hicks to name.. lol.. whateverr. they are cool shit. i have to call chucky soon! i miss that kid hes soo cute! =] i wish he was like 18 cause i would date him.. but hes 21.. =[ *sigh* whateverrr. life is pretty gay! but im guna leave it at this! cause i have to get readyy PLANS FOR WEEKEND... RIGHT HEREEEE Current Mood: contemplativeCurrent Music: Counting Crows, big yellow taxi |
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| Thursday, April 27th, 2006 |
Thursday
April 27th, 2006 10:23am |
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Thursday
April 27th, 2006 10:20am |
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Thursday
April 27th, 2006 9:16am |
so my vaca so far: thursday: i got blazed with ethan and jackie hahahha JACKIE RIPPED A HUGE ASS HOLD IN HER PANTS her ass was seriously hanging out!! lmao on friday jessi came over after i got home from school =] we got ready together we ate a shit load of spaghetti!! hahah we continued to get ready we went to the dance danced our asses off couldnt get tom off of me for 2 sec. silly kid then on the way home i was just flipping out because i wanted to get drunk my dad told me to shut the fuck up. cause drinking is bad hahahah mhmm on saturday me and jessi went downtown we ate at subwayyy we left to see chels and jen at work but only chels was theree we went to the movies and saw scary movie 4.. which actually wasnt that funny their were funny parts but not many when funny parts came up though they were HILARIOUS after we got home we saw justin and joey they were walking down the road we stopped to talk to them for a few. she left. =[ i went out with jackie, mike, and kevin we went back to mikes house and watched 'waiting' a fucking hilarious movie!! it was my birthday on monday! im sixteen now!! i got a camera , 150$ , a new dvd player that holds 5 dvds/cds, and some more money ahaa ashley slept over that night we took a shit load of pictures which i would upload but im not in the mood the next morning i went to ashleys for a little bit we hung out there i drove her daddys truck i almost killed all the kids who wanted to ride in the back. hahaha suckerss i went back to my house got ready jackie called and said okay kevins coming to get us in like 5 min. get ready we'll be there soon BYE and so i got ready within 2. we went to mikes house he wasnt there so we just walked in anyways. and we took pictures there.. and yeah they are x rated.. so im not guna put them on heree. we went to kevins house after russ and mike showed up and we all played pool me and russ were on a team and mike and jackie were on a team me and russ kinda lost but OH WELL it was about 11 when we were at kevins i was suppposed to be home at 10 .. HAHA no such luck. so they finally drove us home around 1 am. haha my mom wasnt that mad she was just happy i came home shes lucky i did. i suck at pool. yesterday i just stayed home and chilled. but today im going shopping!!! =] i cant waittt then im probably going somewhere with my babyyy [ jackiee ] and then idk what. this vaca has been okayyy. but not the best PARTIES SOON! Current Mood: happy |
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| Wednesday, April 19th, 2006 |
Wednesday
April 19th, 2006 4:01pm |
well alots been going on lately.. school has sucked.. ive been coming to school fucked up like every day! that OR gettin fucked up IN school! its ridiculous, i cant even go to school with out being sad/mad/about ready to break down so i just do stupid shit to make myself feel better. and make myself think everythings okay . when in reality everything could not be worse. :/ idk dude.. i just know.. schools sucking right now. im losing friends im not a good friend most of the time.. and i hope things get better. im sick of being sad.. i sound really emo right now.. but if you guys new the half of it.. you'd probably feel the same way.. i just wish everything was like it was in 8th grade i hate highschool it ruins lives =[ well the vacation is coming up. i have about 20958405 projects due on friday! my birthday is in 5 days! i was to throw a HUGEE party!! it probably wont happen. but hey i can dream right?.. well leave some vacation plans.. this entrys guna stay up for a while.. cause im not guna be in the mood to change it.. your lucky you got this much outa me. laterr. Current Mood: confused |
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| Monday, April 10th, 2006 |
Monday
April 10th, 2006 3:34pm |
so my weekend consisted of alcohol and weed me and jacie went to ****'s party.. not saying the name just in case.. people like to rat on people for stuff in their el jays.. it was fucking FUNN! i smoked a little bitt. and i drank .. not that much.. but enough to make me tipsy.. this kid **** doesnt usually share his alcohol.. but he looked at me and asked me if i wanted some.. lol.. a little confusion.. im sixteen in 14 days!! KAYLA AND DIANA ARE BOTH 16 TOMORROW! everyone wish them happy birthday.. :D on friday.. i went downtown wish ashley.. we met up with ariel .. we stayed at toms' ate ALOTTTT i payed for it all of course.. spent pretty much 20$ there.. hahaha fattiesss we saw tony & tj they stayed for like 2 min. tony talked to me bout something.. i dont remember what.. but something! he was late for work.. he ran out the door asking me and ashley if we needed rides anywhere of course we both said no! we saw caitlyn, amanda, brittney, and chris we hung out with them for a while.. we saw amanda [abe] and christine.. they showed me their nails.. which are super fucking cute btw! amanda was freaking out because she didnt know if she liked them! lol funny as hell.. we went to lucky dog with caitlyn, amanda, brittney and chris we stayed for a little while.. i was high so i couldnt really take all the lights and shit. it was a little too much! :P i wanted to go see chelsey and jenn at rite aid [ where they work ] so we left and said hi to them! on saturday i hung out with jimmy mike and jackie.. we just drove around for a bit until we went to ****'s party which i already explained. sunday.. me and jackie went downtown.. ate.. but the pizza sucked this time! we called jimmy .. and he was having a shitty day cause of his x.. so he came to hangout with us.. I CALLED MY LOVE ON JACKIES PHONEE! just to say hi.. tonite im going to rite aid to get an app. cause i need a fucking job.. hopefully i CAN work there.. cause its not even that hard.. from what i hear.. so yeah.. pretty pumped.. alright plans for this weekend!! LATAAAA ♥ Current Mood: busyCurrent Music: silence |
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| Saturday, April 8th, 2006 |
Saturday
April 8th, 2006 4:01pm |
dear kayla,
i love you and i dont want you sad anymore smile cause ososoos many people care about you SO many and nothing is ever guna change that you've done so much for me .. and you continue doing things for me.. even when i probably dont do the same. i do stupid shit all the time.. and even when you dont agree with some of the shit i do.. your still there for me. and i love you for that.. we've had our ups and downs. but still you've always had my back.. with all this shit thats been going on.. if i were you i would have given up on life.. but your the strongest girl i know.. and even when things arent good at all.. you still have a smile on your face.. your one of the most amazing people i know. you go through so much. and its not even once in a while.. its all the time.. and your still so nice to everyone.. whatever happens.. you know im always here for you.. ALWAYS.. dont ever forget that.. you'll always be my best friend and im sooo grateful to have you.. i could have no one better! i love you babezz! Current Mood: grateful |
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| Friday, April 7th, 2006 |
Friday
April 7th, 2006 7:03pm |
i would just like to inform everyone my birthday is in: 17 daysss! :D pretty exited.. idk whats goin on between me and jay i like him.. hes just idk.. theres something about him that i really just DONT like. but hes sosooso cute and wonderful in many other ways.. idk if im just going through that phase where your just like idk what i want. or if i really do know what i want.. and what i want isnt him.. idk.. well plans for the weekend? Current Mood: busy |
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| Wednesday, April 5th, 2006 |
Wednesday
April 5th, 2006 6:56pm |
okay so over the weekend.. i hung out with jay once.. NOT even on the weekend.. on friday.. mya & jason the whole weekend was pretty shitty so i didnt DO anything... on monday i hung out with jay jackie and mike.. we didnt really do anything except sit at his house.. brenna and spence showed up! ( the cutest couple ever ) jay took us to burger king.. ive been thinking alot lately.. i really dont know what i want.. ive been really confused lately.. i dont know what i want.. and i dont know what i want to do about jay. i like him.. but i dont think he really likes me as much as he says he does.. idk.. im just confused! i NEED a job i NEED some new friends me and jackie NEED to go tanning.. this weeks guna be busy.. plans this weekend? leave them! Current Mood: depressed |
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| Saturday, April 1st, 2006 |
Saturday
April 1st, 2006 6:54pm |
<3
well yesterday i didnt do anything.. i just wanted to chill here.. because ive been out alot lately.. i was supposed to hangout with jay today but hes getting drunk tonite so, he didnt want to have to drive me home.. and my mom wouldnt let me stay out. so yeah im stuck here.. jackies working till 7 so we wont be able to hangout :'[ its okay.. ill probably be with her jay and mike tomorrow.. like we usually are.. mikes happy for me and jay.. i dont know how long this is going to last.. [ me & him ] but i hope it lasts a while.. he 'says' he likes me alot.. but idk.. you know how guys are [ not all of them but most ] .. what i like about jay is that, he doesnt say 'i love you' yet. hes waiting till he actually means it. which is a good thing.. because i know when he means when he says it. i hate when guys say i love you right away.. >8[ but hes a good one.. i hope. im hoping that in the future his and mines relationship will be like brenna & spencers.. they're so freaking cute togetherrr! well im guna go.. but ill update laterr. ♥ Current Mood: lovedCurrent Music: silence |
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| Friday, March 31st, 2006 |
Friday
March 31st, 2006 4:56pm |
okay well.. 3/30/06 i started going out with jay again.. he asked me out.. and we talked about it & stuff & i said what i wanted was a REAL relationship.. not just some 2 week of going out thing and he agreed and he says.. 'says' thats what he wants to. so we're guna try it.. idk how long it will last.. but i hope it lasts a while.. we're hanging out tonite.. maybe after that.. hanging out with batch & jackie too.. im going to my grammies to make some money.. then me & jackie are probably guna go SHOPPINGGGG & yeah pretty much! then i gotta do my chem! EWWWW =[ jackie has to work from 11-5 tomorrow WE THINK.. then shes coming over for a bit then we're off shopping then we're hangin out with the fellaz. & then we dont know.. so PLANSPLANSPLANS! & ps. im very jealous of kayla marie eryn & julie.. they're @ SPILL CANVAS RIGHT NOWWW! Current Mood: crazyCurrent Music: get loose, benny benassi |
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| Sunday, March 26th, 2006 |
Sunday
March 26th, 2006 9:24am |
well last night i hung out with jay & jackie we hung out at jays house for a while.. watching movies.. his mom came in & says: "is that krystal i see" jay says: "yes mom" his mom says: "HI HONEY HOW ARE YOU, DID YOU DO SOMETHING WITH YOUR HAIR YOUR LOOK BEAUTIFUL HONEY" hahhhahh i love her! we left his house he took us to DD.. i got a coffee coolata.. jackie got an iced coffee.. i looked right at jay & licked the whip cream off the top of my coffee coolata.. he laughed at me cause i got it on my nose.. :P he dropped us off at jackies house.. he came back like an hour later.. & picked us back up he had a bowl.. they smoked.. i couldnt cause i was going home & i didnt want to smell like it. my mom would have flipped her load. it was very tempting.. but i stayed away.. dont worry guys! haha he wants to hangout with me today. jackie told me i should stick with him.. but he says: "she doesnt want a bf right now" which i dont.. because guys cause tears. & im not down for that right now.. i like the single life. but hes a cutie. im hanging with them today THE END. Current Mood: full |
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| Saturday, March 25th, 2006 |
Saturday
March 25th, 2006 11:06am |
alright well last weekend.. me & jackie got drunk the wholllle fucking thing! my parents found out.. i got grounded for the week im ungrounded now.. hahhaha we went to camelot on friday with charlie, matt, dann, chucky, pete, amanda, gena, christine, mike, fittz, & some other kiddz.. we got pretty drunk.. well a few of us did. alot of shit went downn.. hahah then on saturday we went to some kid kyles house. we drank.. well i did.. jackie didnt drinkbut whatever. it was pretty fun! we saw todd, kyle, KT & all those kiddz but we were with JP, mike, derek, lotty, & debra. so yeah pretty much.. we got to jackies house & then passed out @ 8 we almost went to gregs house on sunday but we heard there really wasnt a party.. YEAH we missed out.. but we still ended up drinking @ mikes house! on monday we chilled with mike! we went to his house & just sat around.. dana showed up for a little bit.. we stayed there till about 7:30 .. then we headed for jackies house.. when we got to jackies house my mom called.. she was bitchinggg.. she thought i was drunk.. she found alcohol in my room. i got grounded for the week.. im off now. hahahaha . she called the cops on me.. THANK GOD my cops a cousin cause he would have arrested me! *PHEW*! but yeahh. so this weekend.. i was supposed to go to the mall with JP derek lotty jackie & mike last night but my parents wouldnt let me. they're letting me go out tonite though. & me & jackie want to get a ton of people together & just chill.. pretty much. THE END. Current Mood: bouncy |